tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-78129367183965536292012-02-15T23:18:02.409-08:00I consume and sleepLeahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06394727591383801633noreply@blogger.comBlogger41100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7812936718396553629.post-77816262409686263392010-05-12T16:08:00.001-07:002010-05-12T16:08:48.420-07:00he cheated<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7812936718396553629-7781626240968626339?l=pyschadelicmess.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Leahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06394727591383801633noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7812936718396553629.post-11491118566188945572010-04-21T12:23:00.000-07:002010-04-21T12:38:02.197-07:00<object width="640" height="385"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/32GZ3suxRn4&hl=en_US&fs=1&rel=0&color1=0x006699&color2=0x54abd6"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/32GZ3suxRn4&hl=en_US&fs=1&rel=0&color1=0x006699&color2=0x54abd6" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="640" height="385"></embed></object><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7812936718396553629-1149111856618894557?l=pyschadelicmess.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Leahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06394727591383801633noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7812936718396553629.post-23321057525592969162010-04-21T11:40:00.000-07:002010-04-21T11:55:05.062-07:00I must turn this pain into something positive. I must not let people see me fall I must not fall again. I must keep my composure. I must forget that he ever existed.<br /><br />Heartbreak is a part of life and I must persevere. I must accept that love does not last forever. Nothing last forever, not even life.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7812936718396553629-2332105752559296916?l=pyschadelicmess.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Leahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06394727591383801633noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7812936718396553629.post-36710748505845433252010-04-19T16:25:00.000-07:002010-04-19T16:35:13.175-07:00These past 3 years have been stressful, heartbreaking, degrading yes degrading, etc. How do I describe this heartbreak without being cliche. Oh, my first true love dumped me right after my dog got hit by a car. Has that happened to anyone else or just me? Probably just me. But I'm taking this blessing in disguise as a sign from GOD/DOG? Whatever, instead of crying again over this loser, I'm feeling very inspired. I have finally reached my breaking point with this fool. Instead of being angry and spitting out fire I'm walking away. I'm rather proud of myself. So I must stay strong and the Tao Te Ching has been rather inspiring. I don't know a thing about Tao Te Ching, but the scriptures or whatever they are called are interesting and thought provoking...Here is one on <em>Mystery </em>to guide me on this new venture of living life for meeeeeeeeeeee and no one else.<br /><br /><em><em>Looked at but cannot be seen - it is beneath form;<br />Listened to but cannot be heard - it is beneath sound;<br />Held but cannot be touched - it is beneath feeling;<br />These depthless things evade definition,<br />And blend into a single mystery.<br /><br />In its rising there is no light,<br />In its falling there is no darkness,<br />A continuous thread beyond description,<br />Lining what does not exist;<br />Its form formless,<br />Its image nothing,<br />Its name silence;<br />Follow it, it has no back,<br />Meet it, it has no face.<br /><br />Attend the present to deal with the past;<br />Thus you grasp the continuity of the Way,<br />Which is its essence. </em></em><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7812936718396553629-3671074850584543325?l=pyschadelicmess.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Leahhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/06394727591383801633noreply@blogger.com0